The first time I've ever wanted to really be over 18 was yesterday, when I was in the city meeting up with some friends from other uni's. Until then, I saw no reason to be over 18 - I have a debit card, eBay account and Paypal account all *supported* by my father, and voting isn't too big a deal for me (although I do pay attention to politics, ironically). But when there was only me and my friend who came from Perth left, we went to look for dinner, and saw "$10 Buffet!" which, you know, was kind of enticing. Until we saw the bouncers.
Who directed us to another bar (which also mentioned "$10 meals") which apparently allowed under-18s...
Which rejected us again.
And so forth and so on ($6 steaks) until we couldn't take it (well, I couldn't) and we went to eat something else.
Anyway.
Formative exam was a massive screw-up; unlike last semester's formative which was a breeze, this formative was a lot closer to the difficulty of mid-semester exams - and since I winged this one, chances that I pass are not good. PBL was interesting - we just started the respiratory system and will finish it off by the end of this semester (surprisingly close - I can't believe the academic year is nearly over!)
We had updates on our anatomy spot test (where you identify various parts of a cadaver) which was to be summative (i.e. counted) and our OSCEs, which are formative (i.e. not counted). Apparently we'll be getting a practice run for the spot test, but not for the OSCEs - fair enough.
We have a one-week break now though - time to do some revision and catch-up, so I don't fail the end-of-sem exams. Aren't I lucky.
Showing posts with label formative. Show all posts
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Saturday, September 19, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Expectations and Deep Breathing
We received our Formative exam result back yesterday.
To recap, we didn't have mid-semester exams, unlike other courses at other universities. So to replace it, we had an exam that did not count - i.e. meant to be used as a measuring tool to see how large your knowledge base was.
I got back my exam results, and, on counting, I scored 54%. Which was a pass. It's about this stage that I see that there is no comparison with high school results; with the kind of work I was doing, I could easily expect 80% or more (I didn't do any revision for the exam, but did do continuous work during the mid-semester), but I'm wondering how to broach this result to my over-expecting parents. I can envision the scenario:
"Mum, dad, I passed my first medical exam!"
"How did you go?"
"Umm 54 percent. I beat heaps of people though..."
"What was the top mark?"
"Oh it was horrible. Really hard test. I think it was 65% or something"
"You must study harder. Your grade is not smart. You should have got much better."
"But it was a really hard test."
"Nothing is impossible. I told you those games are a distraction. Maybe you should stop tutoring as well."
"But........."
I was pretty content with my result, relative to our cohort, because marks are fairly meaningless when you don't have comparison results. Looking at the bigger picture though, this mark doesn't make me feel like I'd be a competent doctor in the future, and that really worries me. So study I shall, now. Or tomorrow. Maybe next week.
On another note, we had ICMs today, and this week we focused on respiratory problems, mainly coughing/shortness of breath. For ICM tutorials, we usually get a booklet for the specific tutorial on vUWS (virtual uws, or our online resources/lecture notes hub) to print out - however my group fell out of practice of printing those booklets due to lack of usage. Next week, however, we might change, since we never touched on respiratory symptoms before. I came to realise that most symptoms had many basic questions overlapping, such as when did it start, describe the symptom, and things that made it worse and/or better. Our patient today was a picture of many elderly people in the Greater Western Sydney region; a frail old lady living on a pension with barely any savings. We seem to encounter many smokers in Blacktown hospital (my allocated hospital for clinicals) and she was another one, who suffered from emphysema, most likely due to smoking but also a pre-existing tendency towards it. It was sad to see that although she stopped smoking more than a decade ago due to her parents suffering from the same problem she has now, her daughter hasn't. Whether that is a case of young people feeling invincible or that the addictive nature of smoking is such that it can defeat something as powerful as your mother suffering from emphysema, I'm not sure; but I do know that smoking is a massive plague on health resources, and especially in the GWS area, for some reason. At any rate, tomorrow I'll be facing another interview of a different sort - a John Flynn Placement Program (JFPP) interview, to be precise. So I'm off for the day, to just do a little bit of preparation for that and try to do some study.
To recap, we didn't have mid-semester exams, unlike other courses at other universities. So to replace it, we had an exam that did not count - i.e. meant to be used as a measuring tool to see how large your knowledge base was.
I got back my exam results, and, on counting, I scored 54%. Which was a pass. It's about this stage that I see that there is no comparison with high school results; with the kind of work I was doing, I could easily expect 80% or more (I didn't do any revision for the exam, but did do continuous work during the mid-semester), but I'm wondering how to broach this result to my over-expecting parents. I can envision the scenario:
"Mum, dad, I passed my first medical exam!"
"How did you go?"
"Umm 54 percent. I beat heaps of people though..."
"What was the top mark?"
"Oh it was horrible. Really hard test. I think it was 65% or something"
"You must study harder. Your grade is not smart. You should have got much better."
"But it was a really hard test."
"Nothing is impossible. I told you those games are a distraction. Maybe you should stop tutoring as well."
"But........."
I was pretty content with my result, relative to our cohort, because marks are fairly meaningless when you don't have comparison results. Looking at the bigger picture though, this mark doesn't make me feel like I'd be a competent doctor in the future, and that really worries me. So study I shall, now. Or tomorrow. Maybe next week.
On another note, we had ICMs today, and this week we focused on respiratory problems, mainly coughing/shortness of breath. For ICM tutorials, we usually get a booklet for the specific tutorial on vUWS (virtual uws, or our online resources/lecture notes hub) to print out - however my group fell out of practice of printing those booklets due to lack of usage. Next week, however, we might change, since we never touched on respiratory symptoms before. I came to realise that most symptoms had many basic questions overlapping, such as when did it start, describe the symptom, and things that made it worse and/or better. Our patient today was a picture of many elderly people in the Greater Western Sydney region; a frail old lady living on a pension with barely any savings. We seem to encounter many smokers in Blacktown hospital (my allocated hospital for clinicals) and she was another one, who suffered from emphysema, most likely due to smoking but also a pre-existing tendency towards it. It was sad to see that although she stopped smoking more than a decade ago due to her parents suffering from the same problem she has now, her daughter hasn't. Whether that is a case of young people feeling invincible or that the addictive nature of smoking is such that it can defeat something as powerful as your mother suffering from emphysema, I'm not sure; but I do know that smoking is a massive plague on health resources, and especially in the GWS area, for some reason. At any rate, tomorrow I'll be facing another interview of a different sort - a John Flynn Placement Program (JFPP) interview, to be precise. So I'm off for the day, to just do a little bit of preparation for that and try to do some study.
Friday, May 1, 2009
A review of the first half of Semester 1, Year 1
This should actually be a much larger post, since the beginning is pretty memorable, but I'll condense it since I'm posting this at the end of Week 1 of the second half of semester 1 (wow what a mouthful).
So our first week begins with a whizbang (or perhaps not) introductory lecture by UWS Medical School's Dean, Neville Yeomans, to which our parents were invited. Made new friends, found some old ones, and the rest of that. We then had an introduction into the PBL style of teaching, which I had much forewarning about and so wasn't really that revolutionary; and then a series of lectures on what it means to be a doctor, ethics, morals, and all the rest of it.
The rest of the first half of Sem 1 was pretty much an introduction to all things medicine. Our lectures were mostly named 'Introduction to MRI', 'Introduction to Pharmacology', 'Introduction to Communication Systems in the body', etc. The UWS Course has two main components; Foundations of Medicine, which you could call the science side, and Personal and Professional Development (PPD), which you could call the humanities side.
Those components are covered by a week-long Problem Based Learning (PBL) case study (Monday being the introduction to the new case of the week, and Friday being the debriefing of that case), as well as lectures, practical sessions which were all in the computer lab for this first half, our ICMs (Introduction to Clinical Medicine - one 1.5hr session per week at a hospital as part of our clinical experience) and later on, dedicated PPD sessions.
So the PBL style of learning is essentially studying a fictional case of a patient who presents (or comes in with) a certain symptom, upon which we would hypothesise over reasons for the symptom (i.e. diagnose), note down anything we didn't know about the case that we should need to know (Learning Issues, or Objectives), and going away for the week to research by ourselves on the case. Lectures were generally related to the case of that week, which provided a little oddity in that we could predict what the problem with the patient was by deducing information from lecture names, hah! Then on Friday we would gather back and report on what we've learnt, and find out (a) what the actual diagnosis was (which is usually not a surprise by Friday), (b) what the official Learning Issues that UWS wants us to know are. PBL Groups are groups of around 10 people, with 1 tutor who is not a 'content expert' - i.e. we aren't meant to ask him/her about details of the information in the case (such as: "Is this really a myocardial infarction?") because he/she will reply with "I don't know, maybe you should put that up as a Learning Issue", heh..
Over the cases we had in that 1st term, we covered a host of things such as epilepsy, spinal injury, myasthenia gravis, anaemia, heat stroke, and sunburn, along with many others due to the broad hypothesising that we were meant to do as part of the PBL process. So it's been an interesting first half of the semester :)
We also had a Formative Test (read: a test used exclusively for your own standards to see how well you would do, andd it does not count towards final year marks) which we haven't received the results of back yet; I'm not too sure we were taking it seriously, but I certainly saw that there was much that I had not covered or had forgot due to lack of revision. Which brings me to...
...how much effort I put into this first half of Sem 1, Year 1 of Medicine, versus the HSC. I must say that I've done exceedingly more than I ever did in the HSC, and I probably would have done much better, were I to have put that same amount into last year. I didn't though, and it's a regret but I've learnt from it, so I've decided to just do as well as I possibly can, in the knowledge that this is part of my career, and not working towards a certain number. So yep, that about wraps it up :)
Oh, and I spent my holidays semi-productively, revising most lectures, but also visiting old school friends and things. So I thought that was a very good start to a non-procrastination filled life ;)
So our first week begins with a whizbang (or perhaps not) introductory lecture by UWS Medical School's Dean, Neville Yeomans, to which our parents were invited. Made new friends, found some old ones, and the rest of that. We then had an introduction into the PBL style of teaching, which I had much forewarning about and so wasn't really that revolutionary; and then a series of lectures on what it means to be a doctor, ethics, morals, and all the rest of it.
The rest of the first half of Sem 1 was pretty much an introduction to all things medicine. Our lectures were mostly named 'Introduction to MRI', 'Introduction to Pharmacology', 'Introduction to Communication Systems in the body', etc. The UWS Course has two main components; Foundations of Medicine, which you could call the science side, and Personal and Professional Development (PPD), which you could call the humanities side.
Those components are covered by a week-long Problem Based Learning (PBL) case study (Monday being the introduction to the new case of the week, and Friday being the debriefing of that case), as well as lectures, practical sessions which were all in the computer lab for this first half, our ICMs (Introduction to Clinical Medicine - one 1.5hr session per week at a hospital as part of our clinical experience) and later on, dedicated PPD sessions.
So the PBL style of learning is essentially studying a fictional case of a patient who presents (or comes in with) a certain symptom, upon which we would hypothesise over reasons for the symptom (i.e. diagnose), note down anything we didn't know about the case that we should need to know (Learning Issues, or Objectives), and going away for the week to research by ourselves on the case. Lectures were generally related to the case of that week, which provided a little oddity in that we could predict what the problem with the patient was by deducing information from lecture names, hah! Then on Friday we would gather back and report on what we've learnt, and find out (a) what the actual diagnosis was (which is usually not a surprise by Friday), (b) what the official Learning Issues that UWS wants us to know are. PBL Groups are groups of around 10 people, with 1 tutor who is not a 'content expert' - i.e. we aren't meant to ask him/her about details of the information in the case (such as: "Is this really a myocardial infarction?") because he/she will reply with "I don't know, maybe you should put that up as a Learning Issue", heh..
Over the cases we had in that 1st term, we covered a host of things such as epilepsy, spinal injury, myasthenia gravis, anaemia, heat stroke, and sunburn, along with many others due to the broad hypothesising that we were meant to do as part of the PBL process. So it's been an interesting first half of the semester :)
We also had a Formative Test (read: a test used exclusively for your own standards to see how well you would do, andd it does not count towards final year marks) which we haven't received the results of back yet; I'm not too sure we were taking it seriously, but I certainly saw that there was much that I had not covered or had forgot due to lack of revision. Which brings me to...
...how much effort I put into this first half of Sem 1, Year 1 of Medicine, versus the HSC. I must say that I've done exceedingly more than I ever did in the HSC, and I probably would have done much better, were I to have put that same amount into last year. I didn't though, and it's a regret but I've learnt from it, so I've decided to just do as well as I possibly can, in the knowledge that this is part of my career, and not working towards a certain number. So yep, that about wraps it up :)
Oh, and I spent my holidays semi-productively, revising most lectures, but also visiting old school friends and things. So I thought that was a very good start to a non-procrastination filled life ;)
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